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I am not a supermom and I am okay (read: totally fine) with it. I am a C-sectio's mom. I deliver my little baby with caesar procedure, not normal vaginal birth. My blood pressure has been too high since 30 weeks (the worst is about 160/110), amniotic fluid has been decreased and twisted umbirical cord condition. Besides, have to admit that I was scared to deliver him normally :) I combine feeding my baby with breast milk and formula milk. Since my little one's weight is only 2.39 kg  (which is below standard, for baby boy the standard new born's weight is around 2.7 kg) and for jaudice treatment, from the very beginning I was encouraged to give him formula milk on his very first day. I have read that actually new born is able to survive 2 days without any foods but I barely decide to give him formula because I am afraid he will lose more of his weight. I worry too much especially because he is my first son, my first child and I do not want he is starving. So realizin...